Checking in...

There's so much going on that I want to talk about - Obama, Clinton, Gay Marriage, Bush using the Nazi card, many more things- but I just can't pull it together. I spent two nights in a row sleeping at the hospital, and even though I was home last night, I'm stilll wrecked. I have to go back tomorrow and sleep there and I can't face it. My mom thinks I should be there every minute, but I just can't do it. I'm trying.

The rough part is that it's only going to get worse. Now we have the nurses at the hospital to help. When she gets home it will be Pop and me doing it all. She was already fairly dependent, now it will be worse. I just hope she gets to where she can walk at least a little. We're going to have to have a ramp built for a wheel chair. It's all too much. I feel so guilty about saying that, but I'm disabled myself - getting through the day is already a challenge for me.

Send me good energy, please - I'll write something coherent as soon as I can.

Peace~